"Broken"
By Lifehouse
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain(In the pain) there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),
I'm barely holdin' on to you
- Location:mi casa
- Mood:
blah! - Music:[broken] - lifehouse
im gonna start working on monday. 830am. ayala ave.
im savoring my last remaining days (and hours) being a bum.
come monday, im officially a yuppie.
ewww. sounds old. haha!
come monday, goodbye bum days. hello corporate world!
| Your Love Song Is |
 "Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you" For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express. |
why do i always put in effort to make you smile, when you dont even do the same for me?
why do i have to keep on proving myself to you.. who are you to me in the first place?
why?
why?
why?
so many why's... but i could only think of one answer...
at the end of the day, i still try coz i still have HOPE.
HOPE that everything would turn around.
HOPE that everything would be fine.
and finally, i HOPE that someday, somehow.. you would see that i always gave everything to you..
you just failed to see it.
quiero ahogar.
now, i can breath.
march 1, 2007. thursday.
this is the BEST day of my life.
i passed the course that i was worrying about for the whole week,
i did great on my philo orals,
fr. giordano was really nice and kind with our group orals earlier and
i got my grad pics na! (even if i had to travel all the way to greenhills)
this is it.
im graduating in a month.
i cant believe it.
TAPOS NA ANG PAG-AARAL!
all the blood, sweat and tears = ALL WORTH IT!
congrats, my fellow seniors..
THIS IS IT!
ANIMO ATENEO!
- Location:mi casa
feeling sad.
i am sooooo worried.
there arent even enough words to describe what im feeling right now.
right now, i am just wishing that he'd call me.
he calms me down.
i DESPERATELY need a HUG right now.
could you please give me one?
naglalakad ako sa stage ng assumption antipolo para kunin ko yung high school diploma ko.
parang kelan lang..
ORSEM ko sa ateneo.
first friend ko: si bea lim.
parang kelan lang..
first day of school ko sa ateneo..
at ang first subject ko noon ay english.
sa B206.
si ma'am ada loredo ang professor ko.
parang kelan lang..
first time kong manood ng UAAP game sa Araneta.
at ngayon..
LAST DAY OF LECTURES KO NA SA UNIBERSIDAD NA ITO.
ang huling subject ko sa araw na ito ay ph104.
sa ctc102.
si sir miroy ang professor ko.
nakakalungkot mang isipin pero mabilis nga talaga ang buhay.
sa lahat ng mga kapwa ko seniors..
konting tiis nalang.
malapit na.
- Location:mi casa
- Music:[secret love] - jojo
i hope you felt the love around.
haha!
im just waiting for time to turn 12noon. time is sure slow these past few days. it seems that whatever i do, no matter how busy i am.. there is still some extra time left. i am not used to this.
oh, im getting my grad pics today. yikes! i know that those pics are perfect (haha!) but i dont wanna look at them first. haha! well, lets see.
well, im off to school.
later!
- Location:mi casa
- Music:[irreplaceable] - beyonce
it kept on thinking about my plans, my supposed "relationship" with that person, *his* plans of going to europe and the two of us meeting up there and stuff like that. i dont know. right now, my head aches.
i just hope that i dont have a 6-9pm class tonight.
- Location:mi casa
- Music:[with you] - jessica simpson
one of two things will happen:
he'll finally realize you're worth it..
or..
you'll realize that he wasn't.
- Location:house
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:[just so you know] - jesse mccartney
You know I am tired of saying I'm sorry
I'm tired of always having to be in the wrong
I’m tired of fighting for what has been lost
For a friendship that was never even strong…
I’m tired of being the one who can’t sleep
The one who always has to care
Like I have got such a cross to bear …
I’m tired of writing all these poems
And never knowing what I should do
I’m tired of saving a thought for you each time
I doubt that you’re thinking of me too…
I’m tired of never knowing where I stand
Or what it is that I did to make you go
I’m tired of selflessly making these efforts
About a friendship you don’t even want to know…
So since I am so tired of you
And what this friendship has done to my life
I’m tired of feeling so depressed like this
Our friendship has brought me so much strife…
But I can’t help but remember the way
You and I used to be together
The plans we made the jokes we’d share
Like our friendship was bound to last forever…
And I remember how we used to enjoy
Every single chance we had, just you and I
There was no one and nothing that could come
between us
Remember me catching the tears you’d cry…
Remember the days in our school
You and I sitting messed up, laughing
That was the last time I ever felt really close to you
Remember you promised to never leave me far…
But I am also tired of remembering
Because those good memories sure can hurt
I want to hold on but can’t bear to live through
again
My shattered heart being dragged through the dirt…
So I will push aside what I remember of us
Into the darkest corner of my lonely mind
And when you come back looking for your best
friend
She was too tired is what you will find…
- Location:house
- Music:silence
im scared that im gonna end up alone.
im scared that im always gonna be
someone's friend,
or sister,
or confidant
but never quite..
someone's everything.
mostly im scared im never gonna meet
a guy that i love as much as i love him..
- Location:house
- Mood:
indescribable - Music:wave 89.1 usual sunday slow songs
Your Love Style is Agape |
 You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
You Are 61% Passionate, 39% Compassionate |
 You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! |
You Are A Good Friend |
 You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"! |
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Your very best nights could be September 6 and September 19. On September 6, friends may invite you to a dinner out, or to a really cool party. Jupiter will first send greetings to the Sun then, so there'll be a touch of luxury for sure. On September 19, happiness planet Jupiter will waltz with glittering Venus. On that night you should be able to smell the soft fragrance of love in the evening air.
Overall, if you are single, when it comes to relationships, this month you may be attracted to a very different type from the ones your friends are used to seeing you date. Be careful though, for this month brings all sorts of twists and turns. Enjoy the relationship for what it is, without putting any undue expectations on it. It's not a month to draw up plans, but rather to listen and learn, and to be open to others. Live each day one at a time.
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yan ang nakalagay sa horoscope ko for september.
haha!
shall i believe this!?
too weird.
i want to have an italian or brazilian boyfriend.
haha!
*toink*
- Location:house
- Mood:
happy - Music:[sunshine] - keane
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